Great. I've found a new way that is proven (self though) to make myself fall asleep faster.
No counting of sheep or staring at a piece of black shit (:

Hmm... though it doesn't really make me feel better and sometimes, I feel that my heart gets numb... it does works after all. I am pretty sure some had this feeling before.

hahaha. I am not going to share it... for now.
Though I do wish I don't have to do this before I sleep... it kinda affects my dreams > :(

and tmd, what's wrong with all my dreams.